Tuesday, September 12, 2006

"Behold God is my helper, the Lord is the upholder of my life." Psalm 54:4
Oh take joy in this! That no matter the circumstances, no matter the pain, no matter the hurt God is your helper, He is our helper, He is my helper. He promises to help you! To strengthen you through His own power. We are weak, He has made it so... so that His glory may be shown through our lives! Take joy in whatever season of life, even in the mistakes, know that God uses all things for our good and will turn even our mistakes and use them for His glory and our good... but not that we may continue in sin! By NO means!! But we know that by grace we are not only forgiven but also transformed! And no matter what we have done, no matter what has happened in our life, He upholds it with His hand... our life is never far from His thoughts. He loves you, and does all for the good of those who believe in Him... He loves you! How absolutely amazing! How absolutely amazing! I've made mistakes, I've made wrong decisions, but God in His mercy forgave me and forgives me! But that is not all... He also is changing me! That is not just my story... but every story of the forgiven sinner is the same! Thank God... what a Savior!!!
dell

My heart seems to rip as I think about all of those I have lost My soul seems to sink as I think about the cost Of having close friends, of having people I love All of the sudden they're gone and all I can ask is why, the answer is ''cuz' My heart cries out... but no tears stain my face I look around...the only place to find comfort is in God's grace

The pain is still fresh... the memory still so vivid Everything seems so far away and livid The hurt doesn't stop and it doesn't go away
It seems to increase day by day
A memory here and memory there
Life isn't fair!

Then I think... if life wasn't fair where would I be?
If life wasn't fair what could happen to me?
I deserve only one thing and that's I deserve hell
I deserve to be sent away where only pain dwells
And what do I have now to look forward to?
I have been given the promise of etenity with all that is true

25 comments:

Joy said...

Nice peom Dell. Good reminder. Hey I might be coming over today!! Laters

mattea kiriel said...

So true Dell...

CU at YSOS!

joel sczebel said...

i was reading the poem and thinking..."wow you could rap this."

maybe you should take up hip hop......hahahaha. or else maybe I should since I'm seeing potential in completely random things....

ahhhhh......but the world doesn't need another wannabe rapper.....alas. hahahaha..

no, seriously, I can't even take myself seriously about hip hop I just start laughing and tapping my foot.

Delian said...

Joe you make me laugh!

I would probably be disowned by every male in this house if I became a rapper (no... I don't wannabe either, lol).

If you ever become a rapper can you say that I inspired you.

Although I don't mind rap, certain rap that is. hahahaha. you are random.

Andrew said...

Disowned, after PJ found out you would be lucky to escape with your life! : )

I could rap a bit, but I'm not really good comming up with things. So I guess that's not a career option for me right now either....

Anonymous said...

Oh My Lanta.

joe as a rapper.


thanks, smooth. i laughed for 5 minutes...

joel sczebel said...

don't laugh. what if this is a secret life-long wish....?
(it isn't)

Anonymous said...

no offense, but I probably would have laughed more...
then again, if it was my secret long life dream and i said so, everybody would have laughed as well...lol.

Andrew said...

If either of you said it was your secret life long dream, then I wouldn't laugh. But you didn't.

; )

Anonymous said...

hahaha...

wait...

I'm thinking...

maybe I might...

want to be a rapper...

one day...

when I grow up...

Anonymous said...

if it was a life long dream i would still laugh.
sorry joe.
but i'd feel bad about it later...

dell...a rapper...well...you never know...

sherlock said...

wow.

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